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Passion

from Fuck Everyone by Matt Dyer

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I fucked up...

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(Intro)
Nicole
Over these past few days
I've done a lot of thinking
A lot of uh
Soul-searching
I discovered a few things
Reaffirmed some old ones
Died inside
Felt my soul burn
So just know, that I...
I just...
I just...
I need you
Fuck it
Let's get to it, then

(Verse)
I love you more than I could ever express, which you misconstrued as neglect
I guess that's part of the issue though, then you took the shit with you when you left
Take it back to traditional flows n' simpler modes of lovin' n' livin', spittin' odes
Of joy about us tounge-kissin' under the mistletoe invisible, hung amidst willows
Haunted by your beautiful figure, transfigured an image of a ghost with your visage
For my soul, you're my wisp of medicinal smoke, calmin' this stitch-patch heart pulse, listen close
To the wisdom of a Jack Skellington simpleton, with you sewin', you fixed up the missin' holes
Far adrift from where I wanted winter to blow and summer to start, shit, I envisioned growth
I was born in darkness, pickin' fights with myself, Bane on some vain shit, now I live in hope
The mission's a go, and your heart's the only object that I'm wishin' to hold

(Chorus)
I know I've said some shit, blame it on the passion
I apologize for any wrong done with my words or actions
I'm tryin' to take you to that first feelin' of way back when
When we bonded ionic n' formed attraction
You oughta know that you're my world by now
All I ever want is to reverse the curve of your frown
I love you too much, so my heart hurts when it pounds
I guarantee in written word that it could be perfect now
Just gimme a chance

(Verse)
I know I have a shield generated you couldn't penetrate, if you've met the hos before you
You'd understand a little more, that I adore you even if I rarely show euphoria for you;
Numb as Budden goin' through the motions, I learnt to deplore when emotion's in the open
That shit gets sniped quicker than deployed Paratroop World War soldier reinforcements
So please be patient with me when mid-conversation, mentally you see me pacin'
Strainin', lookin' for the right words so I can equally mean it, please you and see you naked
But I ain't gamin' you, nahh right I ain't betrayin' you, aside from me, I'm stayin' celibate
I'm lookin' for peaceful moments of contentment when I lay with you for the Hell of it
Instead of ego clashes leadin' to constant fights, tired of bein' alone at night to ponder plights
You're the only broad I've ever brought home that mama even bothers with or seems to like

(Chorus)
I know I've said some shit, blame it on the passion
I apologize for any wrong done with my words or actions
I'm tryin' to take you to that first feelin' of way back when
When we bonded ionic n' formed attraction
You oughta know that you're my world by now
All I ever want is to reverse the curve of your frown
I love you too much, so my heart hurts when it pounds
I guarantee in written word that it could be perfect now
Just gimme a chance

(Verse)
I've changed a bit, I hope you'll notice, losin' you over me bein' bogus keeps me focused
On this depth charge of emotion which you simply see as lonely post-script
You're the only one I ever wanna talk to or laugh with, much less hold or stroke with
I miss the heat of closeness, used to dream of honeymoons where we'd see the oceans
It took a loss for me to finally release this deep-seated peak of devotion
I've learnt from my mistakes, babe, I promise to never repeat the old ones

(Chorus)
I know I've said some shit, blame it on the passion
I apologize for any wrong done with my words or actions
I'm tryin' to take you to that first feelin' of way back when
When we bonded ionic n' formed attraction
You oughta know that you're my world by now
All I ever want is to reverse the curve of your frown
I love you too much, so my heart hurts when it pounds
I guarantee in written word that it could be perfect now
Just gimme a chance

(Sample - The Notebook)
So what?
So it's not gonna be easy, it's gonna be really hard, and we're gonna have to work at this every day but I wanna do that because I want you. I want all of you...Forever. You and me, every day. Will you do something for me? Please?

(Sample - Garden State)
Fuck, this hurts so much.
Yeah, I know...But that is life. If nothing else, that's life, you know. It's real, sometimes it fuckin' hurts...To be honest, it's sort of all we have.

(Chorus)
I know I've said some shit, blame it on the passion
I apologize for any wrong done with my words or actions
I'm tryin' to take you to that first feelin' of way back when
When we bonded ionic n' formed attraction
You oughta know that you're my world by now
All I ever want is to reverse the curve of your frown
I love you too much, so my heart hurts when it pounds
I guarantee in written word that it could be perfect now
Just gimme a chance

(Sample - Charlie Brown)
Because I'm nothing! When she looks over, there's nothing to see! How can she see someone whose nothing?
You're depressed aren't you? Cheer up Charlie Brown. Tomorrow's the last day of school.
That's the problem! There's only this afternoon, and then tomorrow, and then I won't see her all summer!

(Sample - The Royal Tenebaums)
Wh-what are you doing in my tent?
Just listening to some records. Thought you're supposed to be in the hospital?
Checked myself out...

(Chorus)
I know I've said some shit, blame it on the passion
I apologize for any wrong done with my words or actions
I'm tryin' to take you to that first feelin' of way back when
When we bonded ionic n' formed attraction
You oughta know that you're my world by now
All I ever want is to reverse the curve of your frown
I love you too much, so my heart hurts when it pounds
I guarantee in written word that it could be perfect now
Just gimme a chance

(Verse)
I love you, I ain't quittin' until the fight is finished, my life's diminished
Am I the only one left alive who sees the brightness in us?
Shit, I probably am, I fucked it up, I've admitted the shit enough
Always thought lovin' you was hard because the distance is rough
But fuck, forty-five miles is simple compared to our souls driftin'
Doesn't even seem you care too much, all alone on this bold mission
But fuck it, cuz rejection's only as bad as the pain that caused it
Our love was an ocean to swim in until I drained n' then lost it
I'll keep goin' until the strain is exhaustin', inhalin' the toxins
Of love lingered on the shit you've still got hangin' in my closet
A noose to the bond we had, back before this ocean eroded
The foundation we made homely, now it's dusty and molded
All these fuckin' emotions I'll discuss in the open
Maybe you'll find yourself more inclined to trust in my motives
I lust for just holdin', this forest is cold n' lonely
This rush of devotion crushes n' destructs the core of the old me

(Chorus)
I fucked the trust up, which in turn
Fucked the love up
I fucked the trust up, which in turn
Fucked the love up
I fucked the trust up, which in turn
Fucked the love up
I fucked the trust up, which in turn
Fucked the love up

(Verse)
I don't always claim to be right, but you know I'll live up to my wrongs
I'm the blind type, a dumb fuck who refuses to give up when it's gone
My heart's in the right place but my mind's got a few screws missin'
I couldn't hold it together forever; you were the glue stickin'
Was hopin' bein' so close to the open wound would imbue wisdom
Thought I had the whole future mapped, can't stand it with you missin'
Friends are some birdbrains, flew the coup for stool pigeons
The hopeless romantic is back! But bein' with you isn't
As far as engine mechanics, we had a rough idle 'til the pistons froze
My travelin' romantic companion, stranded on the side of the road, ignition's cold when you were itchin' to go
I'm tryin' to bring that spark back, I'm sorry my fuckin' head's thicker than hard-hats
As I watch you take off while my landing gear sticks to the tarmac, acceptin' hard facts

(Chorus)
I fucked the trust up, which in turn
Fucked the love up
I fucked the trust up, which in turn
Fucked the love up
I fucked the trust up, which in turn
Fucked the love up
I fucked the trust up, which in turn
Fucked the love up

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from Fuck Everyone, released February 24, 2015
Instrumental Produced by: ADOTTHEGOD

Written, Performed, Recorded and Produced by: M. Dyer

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Hip-hops' most unknown perfectionist/procrastinator.

Bringing back the essence of the 90's one line at a time, keeping the content 100%.

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