What a season it's been without seein' you again
Can't help but question your levels of interest or intent
If you want me, then what do you want from me?
Is there only a small spark that keeps you from bein' done with me?
Or is there passion burnin' I'm unaware of? No time for near-love
Moon's full of your heart and I'm a werewolf
Howlin' at the fact I can't reach it yet, takin' deep breaths
Keepin' my speech in check to make sure we don't regress
But baby lately I've been lonely thinkin' 'bout you crazy
Try to keep it goin' but our relations you push the brakes in
No physical so why we fightin' the momentum and inertia?
Said that I'm a good man, shit, then what you scurred of?
You've been hurt, I've been hurt too
What's it take to prove that I won't ever hurt you?
If you won't let the chemistry build in this experiment
Then what the fuck are we? I feel embarrassment
At even havin' to ask for clarification, ain't on no fake shit
Hate feelin' so alone when we're apparently datin'
Never askin' how my day's went, it's always reversed
Then you wonder why my mood's all the way down in the dirt
Love is a two-way street but there's so much baggage blockin' us
And honestly I'm runnin' out of thoughts to offer up
Cuz I talk too much about shit you won't ever discuss
While I revolve around all the ways to make things better for us
Do I cross your mind or am I just an afterthought?
Am I a human being with feelings too or just an avatar?
Cuz I'm feelin' worthless and unappreciated, second-string
Waitin' with my phone on loud to hear the message ring
Shit, maybe I'm just stuck in corrupt ways
Back to in-front-of-judge days
released June 3, 2017
Instrumental by: BesideZion
Written, Recorded & Produced by: M. Dyer